A PEACFUL ERA

On my spiritual journey I have been more into myself & it feels great! I started reading more, watching more videos with Transformation church & lead pastor Mike Tood. Honestly taking my path to GOD seriously. I recently took a break from smoking Mary, I been stopped nicotine years prior which I'm thankful. It's already been months to a year since I drank any liquor. I never was a big drinker anyways so that was easy to give up. Now my separation with an ex lover of 9 years there's NO sex just to add to that. So I'm SOBER! Clarity hit me like a ton of bricks since then but I'm OK with it now. I was scared of embracing this energy due to being scared of the unknown. Now that I'm living it I find I was scared for NOTHING. I was scared of truly having peace cause i been in survival mode majority of my life. Im so use to taking care of everyone else besides myself. Now i get to focus ONLY on ME. I don't have friends needing my advice knowing they weren't going to listen to it. Or having to take care of sister as I have growing up. Or having anxiety issues with my so called boyfriend. Felt like i never did anything right by him or if I did it wasn't reciprocated I save more money now buying ONLY for myself & child. Plus my 2 cats. I'm blessed to have the allotted time in the day to work on my writing career i so desperately asked for but was too busy wasting time with the enemy being distracted. I'm really at peace in my mind & I do wish this on ALL GOD'S children 🙏🏿

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