July Madness

This month is ALL about wealth! Recently stopped smoking again due to health reasons.  So been sober for about a week now & things has dramatically improved. Slowly getting my lungs 🫁 back into shape & breathing better. Emotionally & mentally it's taking a toll on me though! Can't sleep through the night, I wake up with anxiety & suicidal thoughts. Intrusive thoughts pop up daily but I'm grateful to GOD for my faith. I known I'm not gonna harm myself willingly physically but it doesn't slow down my brain. I've cut off ALL leeches & useless connections simultaneously reconnecting with those I've lost touch with that has my best interests at heart. A few family members & 2 friends I haven't seen in a while. It feels good to be around REAL 1s this time around. I'm letting go of my ideas of love & what I thought relationships would look like for me. Right now I just wanna focus on myself & get finished the projects I started earlier this year. Drafting my 2nd book & working on lyrics to multiple songs I'm looking to record later this year. Collaborations & community is on my mind. I have plenty I'm working alongside being a full time mommy. No time to be in my feelings over temporary connections with temporary ppl. 💯 

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